I love because my soul is made to love
I hate because my heart is consumed by it
I want to love but my heart will not let me
I don’t want to hate but my soul is poisoned by it
Hate flows through my veins camouflaged by the deep red of my blood
Love is carried in the space within my being that is my spirit
I feel it yet I question whether it exists in my reality
My love is so ethereal I struggle to keep it within my realm of existence
Hatred compensates with the strength of its presence in my life
Hate is almost vital for my existence in this realm
I yearn to transfer my reality to the realm that feeds on my love
Yet I am afraid of letting go of the hatred
I fear at times that I need to hate in order to love
I fear that I love so freely because I hate without restraint
One extreme fuels the other
Where is the balance?
I fear it cannot BE within the confines of my realm
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